Not sure I’ll ever understand suicide. I mean, of course I understand the emotional heaviness, the absolute despair, the certainty that nothing will ever get better and that there is no hope. I’ve been there….
Browsing Category Mindset
Awesomeosity in a Bottle
You know that feeling you sometimes have? That feeling of, “I freakin’ ROCK!” I love that feeling. I wish it came over me more often. Because when it does, I cannot be stopped. I am…
The Bliss of Flow (AKA: Growing Up Gillespie)
For all of the not-so-goods that came with growing up me, there were a lot of goods too. A lot of really goods. But one of the not-so-goods involved living in a house in which…
AND… just like that.
All better. Amazing.
All or Nothing
I’m stressed. The task(s) of updating Self-Management for Actors is overwhelming at times. I need to simplify, to break it down into much smaller list items, to ask for help. I actually said to Keith,…
I don’t like it.
There is one thing in this world my husband loves more than me. That’s his son, Quinn. So, when Quinn’s mom and Keith divorced seven years ago, they worked out all sorts of neat things…
Y’know what?
Screw it. I’m so over trying that I’m just ready to declare, “I give the fuck up!” Seriously. This fixing a hole business is hard. It’s hard. It’s hard. And the fact that the world…
Where to Begin… (So Much. So, So Much.)
So, I’ve been fixing a hole for almost two weeks now. It’s been intense. It’s something I thought would take ten days to two weeks. Turns out it’s gonna take more like three weeks. Or…
Hole Progress Report (or is it “Fix Progress Report”?)
Eh, whatever you call it, it’s my way of letting y’all know I’m still alive, sincerely limiting my computer time (no, I wasn’t kidding when I said it), and making lots of progress. Easiest way…