Enjoying Enduring loads of tests of will these days.
![tower.jpg](http://www.spynotebook.org/bonnie/archives/tower.jpg)
Challenges. Emotional and physical. Some mental. I’m growing tired.
![oldghosts.jpg](http://www.spynotebook.org/bonnie/archives/oldghosts.jpg)
Opportunities to practice NOT being right. Again and again. Luckily, it does get easier to surrender and to recognize the need to do so sooner.
![carollicari.jpg](http://www.spynotebook.org/bonnie/archives/carollicari.jpg)
Wondering what I’m healing from deep within by facing all of this at once. Constantly trusting it’s all for the best to go through this, no matter how it hurts.
![innerdemons.jpg](http://www.spynotebook.org/bonnie/archives/innerdemons.jpg)
*sigh*
Trying. Trying to NOT try. That’s called surrender, right?
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