There is something very painful about KNOWING this work is emotional and then putting hope into yet another physical “plan”. Call it whatever you want… it’s always another fucking diet. After several very obsessed days,…
Forward Motion
Well, I think I’ve resolved myself to the fact that I’m in my size 14 jeans again. I’m trying to be happy with that, knowing that it’s all a matter of how I FEEL about…
Earthbound
I’ve been doing Callanetics, but only sporadically. I also find myself not walking as much as I was earlier in the month, now that I’m working so frequently. I’ve also been sick for a week….
Acceptance
Can you FORCE yourself to love and accept yourself just as you are? No, sadly. Instead, you must GENTLY allow yourself your mistakes and your slips AND your accomplishments, knowing that you are exactly where…
Moved
In the new place, walking everywhere, gym membership, trainer, yoga, pilates, and eating pretty much whatever I want. No changes in numbers, but, man do I feel good!
Cinco de Mayo
Well, I thought I was brave and courageous and ready to conquer things. Turns out I’m just as scared as ever. Plus homesick. So, here I sit, belly swollen from all the chocolate I’ve ingested,…
Email with Sloane
[Sloane’s words in italics.] Oh!! There is one interesting bit of information that has come across the wire. I got a phone call from Greg Palmer today. Greg Palmer was the guy in my high…